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Saturday, December 26, 2009

it's deeply disturbing and painful and more like horrible physical pain mostly in your chest

it sucks
Thursday, December 24, 2009

sometimes families are weird..mostly they're boring...sometimes thery're stupid..sometimes they try to control ur life or tell u wt to do..
and most of the times they embaress u :/

but ur family is ur family.....and wt's important is that they're the most people u can be ur self around,and they r the people who would see ur advantages & ur flaws and they will always want wt's best for you...

just be yourself and be happy...
do what you love and screw everything else

i just love this movie...
Monday, December 14, 2009
he discubierto a este cantante encantador cuya musica ma hace sentir en un mundo de primavera constante :)
con el sabor méxicano en sus canciones y su estilo de vestir también me acuerda de la civilización exótica de américa latina.. os dejo con dos canciones dulces de él:

el ultimo beso:


Un Millon De Primaveras:


Monday, November 30, 2009

yes i am really getting better at this tech tech thing!..well you know "technology"

i discovered(all by myself) how to put this cute song as a gadget in the column to the right
i don't even know what gadget means!
this is like a huge deal for me coz i'm such a slow learner when it comes to computers :S

buuuuut..i have to admit i didn't put this cute theme i have (and i'm so obsessed about)
aaaand no..not even the little nice chat box :*oh:
that's still a little too advanced for me :*l:
but i'm getting there..
and as a celebration of my remarkable improvement here's this song in a little cute 4shared player ;)

Sunday, November 29, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
i have enjoyed every minute of this outstanding anime!!
it is the beautiful thought of just finidng your talent and following it no matter what and no matter where you come from.
it is about finding your right path and who you are..
it doesn't matter if you're too small or if you think everything has gone way beyond repair and there's nothing you can do
you have to believe in yourself and be the change you want in the world..
it sounds like some silly teenage song i know..but i've started to believe in this more and more every day...the only way to be someone worthy is to do something that counts..
good night :)
Friday, November 20, 2009
i watched happy feet the other day not expecting it to be that amazing!!
it is about a very special little penguin who just finds his place in something far unusual for his kind..
whenever u forget to get to know people and their inner talents and beauty u should watch this movie..
and whenever u judge someone just because they're different from u or just because they're unusual,remember that its the difference among us that helps find the right choice and that everything amazing starts with a spark of insanity ;p ;p ;p
Sunday, November 8, 2009
is someone i'm proud of!!
he is really a true artist..i just love the words of all his songs..so meaningful and deeeeeeeeeeeeep
and sometimes sadly funny!
the music...is something else..

Friday, November 6, 2009

You're a song
Written by the hands of god..
Don't get me wrong cause..
This might sound to you a bit odd..
But you own the place..
Where all my thoughts go hiding..
And right under your clothes..
Is where I find them..
Underneath Your Clothes..
There's an endless story..
There's the man I chose..
There's my territory..
And all the things I deserve..
For being such a good girl honey..

Because of you..
I forgot the smart ways to lie..
Because of you..
I'm running out of reasons to cry..
When the friends are gone..
When the party's over..
We will still belong to each other..

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

I love you more than all that's on the planet
Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing
You know it's true
Oh baby it's so funny
You almost don't believe it
As every voice is hanging from the silence
Lamps are hanging from the celing
Like a lady to her good manners
I'm tied up to this feeling

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

today,i confessed something to someone..unintentionallyalso found out that i didn't know it (the thing i confessed) until after i've said it..i don't know weather to be so happy or just really really scared :/the thing is..i'm not scared at all..and that's what's making me so sure i'm doing the right thingbut then again..i'm almost never scared of anything..does that mean i'm always right?of course notbut this thing particulary..gives me a feeling of safety..as if i was home:)NO i am not scared :)and i KNOW i'm rightmaybe i get carried away sometimes..but i can work on that

it's funny that i'm being really annoying and silly by talking about something noone will understand(that is..if anyone reads anything in this miserable blog)and i'm 100 % sure that i'll be back in a couple of days and read this and have absolutly no idea what i was talking abouthonestly..someone like me shouldn't be allowed to have a blog! :S
Thursday, November 5, 2009
long time no see :)

i've been busy being happy :)))

i love this photo:

and here's a cute song

Tuesday, October 27, 2009
All I Have To Do Is Dream

Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
When I want you in my arms
When I want you and all your charms
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream

When I feel blue in the night
And I need you to hold me tight
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine
Anytime night or day
Only trouble is, gee whiz
I'm dreamin' my life away

I need you so that I could die
I love you so and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine
Anytime night or day
Only trouble is, gee whiz
I'm dreamin' my life away

I need you so that I could die
I love you so and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
Saturday, October 24, 2009
what the hell should one wear in such weather?:(((((((

it's not cold..but it's not hot
it's kinda warm..but the air is cold
it's kinda sunny,but there are some clouds in the sky

best thing,being cold is much better than being hot..
so summer clothes it is :)

have a good morning ^_^

a nice person recommended this movie for me,it was directed by the same person who directed "spirited away".and what an amazing director!!
the movie is just unbelievably amazing!!
what outstanding imagination produced such magical inspiring story?!
it is about a little mermaid who wants to be a human,she becomes friends with a great little boy who lives with his step mother..
i definitely recommend it for all ages :)))

Sunday, October 18, 2009

checking the images in my cell,i found out i'm addicted to taking photos of the sky! :)
Saturday, October 17, 2009
i know this has become more of my favorite music record than my blog lol :p

my girl Shereen :)


حبيت انا حد يقولى ان انا غلطانه
مانا برضو بحس اصل انا انسانه
اكتر بكتير من اللى اتمنيت
وياريت قلبك يا حبيبى يكون مشغول
لو تفضل ساكت لازم اقول
انا غلطانه انى استنيت

تستاهل اكتر من حبيبى
كلامى عنك مش كفايه
هفضل احبك ل النهايه

على فين حبك حبيبى واخدنى لمين
تعرف لو يوم غمضت العين
بعيون القلب هكون شيفاك
مرتاح انا حاسه بجد ان أنا عشقاك
قلبى مطمن وانا وياك
اجمل ايام العمر معاك

تستاهل اكتر من حبيبى
كلامى عنك مش كفايه
هفضل احبك ل النهايه

Friday, October 16, 2009

my best friend has been away for two and a half weeks now.
i never realized how much i love her until she was gone :(

it's not out of nothing that they say you never know what you have until you lose it(b3eed el shar lol)

but i really do miss her,and i didn't expect i would
it's kinda hard for me to really feel things on a deep level,it rarely happens to me..but ever since i started attending uni. we were inseparable,and now that she is suddenly gone i feel lonely,and although i barely ever talk about anything that much,i feel the need to talk to her or even listen to her for hours(yes she could go on for hours loooool)
and i miss that she used to tell me about everything and anything lol..not that she doesn't do that now(we've been chatting for 4 hours just little ago)

but it's different now that we only get to talk or chat every 3 or 4 days.. anyway,toto..i miss you,i hope u r having the best time of your life coz you deserve it:)
Thursday, October 15, 2009

يطير الحمام
يحطّ الحمام
أعدّي لي الأرض كي أستريح
فإني أحبّك حتى التعب
صباحك فاكهةٌ للأغاني وهذا المساء ذهب
ونحن لنا حين يدخل ظلٌّ إلى ظلّه في الرخام
وأشبه نفسي حين أعلّق نفسي على عنقٍ
لا تعانق غير الغمام
وأنت الهواء الذي يتعرّى أمامي كدمع العنب
وأنت بداية عائلة الموج حين تشبّث بالبرّ حين اغترب
وإني أحبّك، أنت بداية روحي، وأنت الختام
يطير الحمام
يحطّ الحمام
أنا وحبيبي صوتان في شفةٍ واحده
أنا لحبيبي أنا. وحبيبي لنجمته الشارده
وندخل في الحلم، لكنّه يتباطأ كي لا نراه
وحين ينام حبيبي أصحو لكي أحرس الحلم مما يراه
وأطرد عنه الليالي التي عبرت قبل أن نلتقي
وأختار أيّامنا بيديّ كما اختار لي وردة المائده
فنم يا حبيبي ليصعد صوت البحار إلى ركبتيّ
ونم يا حبيبي لأهبط فيك وأنقذ حلمك من شوكةٍ حاسده
ونم يا حبيبي عليك ضفائر شعري، عليك السلام
يطير الحمام
يحطّ الحمام
رأيت على البحر إبريل
قلت: نسيت انتباه يديك
نسيت التراتيل فوق جروحي
فكم مرّةً تستطيعين أن تولدي في منامي
وكم مرّةً تستطيعين أن تقتليني لأصرخ
إني أحبّك كي تستريحي
أناديك قبل الكلام أطير بخصرك قبل وصولي إليك
فكم مرّةً تستطيعين أن تضعي في مناقير هذا الحمام
عناوين روحي
وأن تختفي كالمدى في السفوح
لأدرك أنّك بابل، مصر، وشام
يطير الحمام يحطّ الحمام
إلى أين تأخذني يا حبيبي من والديّ
ومن شجري، من سريري الصغير ومن ضجري،
من مراياي من قمري، من خزانة عمري
ومن سهري، من ثيابي ومن خفري
إلى أين تأخذني يا حبيبي
إلى أين تشعل في أذنيّ البراري
تحمّلني موجتين وتكسر ضلعين، تشربني ثم توقدني،
ثم تتركني في طريق الهواء إليك
حرامٌ... حرام
يطير الحمام يحطّ الحمام
- لأني أحبك، خاصرتي نازفه
وأركض من وجعي في ليالٍ يوسّعها الخوف مما أخاف
تعالى كثيرًا، وغيبي قليلاً تعالى قليلاً، وغيبي كثيرًا
تعالى تعالى ولا تقفي، آه من خطوةٍ واقفه
أحبّك إذ أشتهيك أحبّك إذ أشتهيك وأحضن هذا الشعاع المطوّق بالنحل والوردة الخاطفه
أحبك يا لعنة العاطفه
أخاف على القلب منك، أخاف على شهوتي أن تصل
أحبّك إذ أشتهيك
أحبك يا جسدًا يخلق الذكريات ويقتلها قبل أن تكتمل
أحبك إذ أشتهيك أطوّع روحي على هيئة القدمين
- على هيئة الجنّتين أحكّ جروحي بأطراف صمتك.. والعاصفه
أموت، ليجلس فوق يديك الكلام
يطير الحمام يحطّ الحمام
لأني أحبّك (يجرحني الماء) والطرقات إلى البحر تجرحني
والفراشة تجرحني وأذان النهار على ضوء زنديك يجرحني
يا حبيبي، أناديك طيلة نومي، أخاف انتباه الكلام
أخاف انتباه الكلام إلى نحلة بين فخذيّ تبكي
لأني أحبّك يجرحني الظلّ تحت المصابيح، يجرحني طائرٌ في السماء البعيدة،
عطر البنفسج يجرحني أوّل البحر يجرحني آخر البحر يجرحني
ليتني لا أحبّك
يا ليتني لا أحبّ ليشفى الرخام
يطير الحمام يحطّ الحمام
- أراك، فأنجو من الموت.
جسمك مرفأ
بعشر زنابق بيضاء، عشر أنامل تمضي السماء
إلى أزرقٍ ضاع منها
وأمسك هذا البهاء الرخاميّ، أمسك رائحةً للحليب المخبّأ
في خوختين على مرمر
ثم أعبد من يمنح البرّ والبحر ملجأ على ضفّة الملح والعسل الأوّلين
سأشرب خرّوب ليلك ثم أنام على حنطةٍ تكسر الحقل، تكسر حتى الشهيق فيصدأ
أراك، فأنجو من الموت. جسمك مرفأ
فكيف تشرّدني الأرض في الأرض
كيف ينام المنام
يطير الحمام يحطّ الحمام
حبيبي، أخاف سكوت يديك فحكّ دمي كي تنام الفرس
حبيبي، تطير إناث الطيور إليك فخذني أنا زوجةً أو نفس
حبيبي، سأبقي ليكبر فستق صدري لديك ويجتثّني من خطاك الحرس
حبيبي، سأبكي عليك عليك عليك لأنك سطح سمائي وجسمي أرضك في الأرض
جسمي مقام
يطير الحمام يحطّ الحمام
رأيت على الجسر أندلس الحبّ والحاسّة السادسه
على وردة يابسه أعاد لها قلبها وقال: يكلفني الحبّ ما لا أحبّ يكلفني حبّها
ونام القمر على خاتم ينكسر وطار الحمام
رأيت على الجسر أندلس الحب والحاسّة السادسه
على دمعةٍ يائسه أعادت له قلبه وقالت
يكلفني الحبّ ما لا أحبّ يكلفني حبّه ونام القمر على خاتم ينكسر
وطار الحمام
وحطّ على الجسر والعاشقين الظلام

..يطير الحمام
..يطير الحمام

محمود درويش
Tuesday, October 13, 2009

this movie is just amazing!
beautiful imagination..so touching,and funny
i just loved it!!
this is the end song..
it's beautiful too :))))

Original / Romaji Lyrics With English Subtitle:
yondeiru muneno dokoka okude
itsumo kokoro odoru yume wo mitai
it's calling out from deep within the heart
I always want to dream cheerful dreams
kanashimi wa kazoe kirenai keredo
sono mukoude kitto anataniaeru
sadness can never be counted but
I will be able to see you on the other side
kurikaesu ayamachi no sonotabi hito wa
tada aoi sora no aosawo shiru
hateshinaku michiwatsuzuite mieru keredo
kono ryoute wa hikariwo idakeru
every time people repeat mistakes,
they know the blue of the simply blue sky
it seems as if the road continues endlessly but
these hands can find light
sayonara no tokino shizukanamune
zeroni narukaradaga mimiwo sumaseru
the quiet heart when parting
the ear listens as the body changes to zero
ikiteiru fushigi shindeiku fushigi
hana mo kaze mo machi mo minnaonaji
living, mysterious, dying, mysterious
the flower, the wind, the city; they're the same
yondeiru muneno dokoka okude
itsumo nando demo yumewo egakou

it's calling out from deep within the heart
let's draw out dreams always, numerous times
kanashimi no kazuwo iitsuku suyori
onaji kuchibiru de sotto utaou
instead of stating the number of sadness
sing softly with the same lips
tojiteiku omoideno sononakani itsumo
wasuretakunai sasayakiwo kiku
kona gonani kudakareta kagami no uenimo
atarashii keshiki ga utsusareru
even in the closing memories, there are always
whispers that cannot be forgotten
even on the shattered mirror shards,
a new scenery is reflected
hajimari no asa(no) shizukana mado
zeroni narukarada mitasarete yuke
the quiet window on the beginning morning
the body that is changing to zero is being pleased
umi no kanatani wa mou sagasanai
kagayaku monowa itsumo kokoni
watashi no nakani mitsukeraretakara
I won't search beyond the sea from now
the shining thing is always here,
it can be found within myself
Monday, October 12, 2009
today i descovered this song
it's soooo beautiful..makes me feel like i'm in a fairy tale :)
but i felt it was sooooo familure,like i've heard it before..
i kept digging and remembering
and i remembered i saw it performed by Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers in one of the best movies ever made "The Green Mile":

here's the original video..amazing!look at her dancing..she looks like an angel!

by the great great great Frank Sinatra..also amazing :)