About Me

My photo
I long for freedom, and when I get it, I don't know what I'm going to do with it, but I will surely be happy.

Blog Archive

My Blog List

Monday, September 28, 2009
my naphews

lolo:

and zizo:


Sunday, September 27, 2009
i haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate that empty space on the right, next to my banner pic ehe2 ehe2 :"(
but i love the photo..

i'm so obsessed about it..one day i will aba7besh and figure out how to remove it

not now though..


not very pleasant to discover how judgmental you are..
especially when finding out you've been judging someone you've known for two years
saying always that i hate people who objectify you and "put you in a box" like toto always says..putting you in a box means..when someone judges you based on your appearance and some of your beliefs..and thus.. treating you accordingly and never in a diffrent way because simply they are not willing to accept the idea that you might understand..not only understand but relate to what they could experience
tell me when you feel I've started to hallucinate lol
for example..
Malak,has been my friend for more than 2 years
the only impression i managed to take about her was that she was a religious girl..with boundaries that she could never ever cross..which limits her thinking into a very small box..that very few people that either share her beliefs or have very very open minds can understand and accept..
that's what putting someone in a box means..
i can't believe i misjudged her like that
not that being religious is something bad,but i think when it is the only circle you are going around,that's bad


this is a part of my new plan decision
no more judging!

PS k2enny la3ait kteer!!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
i had a bad day..
it's up's and down's i know..and today was a down
yesterday though was fun,sara and yafa and i went out had lunch,and played some games at the city mall..we ate ica cream ..yum yum!we had so much fun
and sara and i met yafa's friend Wla'a,very cute girl
i'll upload the photos later..



heh!! :/
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Who wants to be right as rain
It's better
When something is wrong
You get excitement in your bones
And everything you do's a game
When night comes
And your all on your own
You can say I chose to be alone
Who want to be right as rain
It's harder when your on top

Cause when hard work
Don't pay off
And I'm tired
There aint no room in my bed
As far as I'm concerned
So wipe that dirty smile off
We won't be making up
I've cried my heart out
And now
I've had enough of love

Who wants to be riding high
When you'll just crumble
Back on down
You give up everything you are
And even then you don't get far
They make believe that everything
Is exactly what it seems
But at least
When your at your worst
You know how to feel things

See when hard work
Don't pay off
And I'm tired
There ain't no room in my bed
As far as I'm concerned
So wipe that dirty smile off
We won't be making up
I've cried my heart out
And now
I've had enough of love

Go ahead and still my heart
To make me cry again
Cause it will never hurt
As much as it did then
When we were both right
And no one had blame
But now I give up
On this endless game

Cause who wants
To be right as rain
It's better
When something is wrong
I get excitement
In your bones
Even thought
Everything's a strain
When night comes
And I'm all on my own
You should know
I chose to be alone
So who want to be
Right as rain
It's harder
When your on top

Cause when hard work
Don't pay off
And I'm tired
There ain't no room in my bed
As far as I'm concerned
So wipe that dirty smile off We won’t be making up
I’ve cried my heart out
And now
I've had enough of love


i found this video in my recommended videos
thnx youtube!:)

we went to city mall today
played some games..had lots of fun

i'll take you to the candy shop!:D


my dear blog...
you have become something big in my life..
i really do love you!!
Monday, September 21, 2009
can u c venous up there?it looks very tiny :)

I've been watching death note for two nights in a row..i just can't stop!
the main character "light-kun" is really an evil person,which makes me wonder..why in the world did they-unconventionally-make the protagonist that evil?!!
and why do i sympathize with him that much?!!
is it because the fact that i believe deep down that only people like him can survive in this world?
i am starting to really think so...
and if that is really true then i will not be one of survives..
i am really a lot like Misa-san...the dumb cute blond who is unreasonably insanely so strongly in love with light-kun..
and i know...she will be crushed..


i didn't really get why she wears that cross nickles
the show is..kinda ignoring all religions..but that is typical of a fantasy Anime..

i love the character of L
even though he is a lot like an ape or a monkey..lol
but i like that he never lets anything pass by without deducing something out of it
i like that he does not take things for granted and does not eliminate a far possibility just because it is far..something that i do and hate about myself
that's why I'm just like Misa...I'm completely useless in such situations.

i still don't really understand if rem was a boy or a girl lol
and why he/she loves misa that much

aw.. i wish i didn't know that L is going to die...
hate u 3bd! :'(

going for episode 17 :DD
Sunday, September 20, 2009
i'm downloading the firs episode of death note :)



i can't wait to see it since many told me how great it is..
15 minutes to go..:D

i wanted to download a movie called "spirited away":


but i can't find a way to download it,and a friend gave me a link to download it using "torrent"
i found out that it is blocked..hacking issues!:(
almost done downloading..i'll come back and edit for the feed back :D


edit:
i looooooooooooved it!
i've just saw the firs episode..
it's about a young man who is so tired of how people are so bad and how they treat each other..
and one day he finds a small note book,with "death note" written on it
inside the note book he finds this:


Death Note: How to Use It

1. The human whose name is written in the note shall die.

2. The note will not take effect unless the writer has the person's face in their mind when writing his/her name. Therefore, people sharing the same name will not be affected.

3. If the cause of death is written within 40 seconds of writing the person's name, it will happen.

4. If the cause of death is not specified, the person will simply die of a heart attack.

5. After writing the cause of death, details of the death should be written in the next 6 minutes and 40 seconds.

scarey huh!?
i'm not gonna spoil it..
but i recommend it ..

nighty night,dear blog..

BTW i started to like you :)
im not good at telling things..
and i have no idea why i started this blog
maybe it is a part of my new decision of "having a plan"
oh well
let's just say
it is my new public journal
i hope i'll keep up with it..