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Saturday, March 27, 2010
it's been sometime since i've last written here
i think i'm getting bored with it,it's just like me to be that attached to something and then be dead bored of it
i would deactivate it if i only knew how looooool

yalla 5ls 5leeha zekra ^_^

and who knows maybe i'll get it back later
Wednesday, March 24, 2010

i patrticulary got sick on my syntax exam day :(
Monday, March 22, 2010
toto and i have this tredition,every once in a while,we ditch all of our classes and go to downtown(al balad) by the bus.
we buy as much movies and books as we can,we go to Jafra,Balat Al Rasheed or Hashem,and we walk and walk until we're exhausted,and we go home :D
today we went,we had hot chocolate at Jafra,we always sit on the balcony outside coz people inseide are smoking argela,and it's a little bit disgusting,so we sat there,and it was so funny coz everytime someone came out to the balcony like the waiter or another costumer,it starts to shake and make scary noise like it's about to crash
i asked the waiter if it could fall and he said:it only fell twice before i don't think it'll fall today!
oh my god looooooooool
toto said it was a joke but i didn't think so,so we left quick


like always i finished mine while she hadn't touched hers hehe





we got so many things that i know for sure are useless lol


and i got 3almon lais lana by my Ghassan Kanfany(i just love him)

and:Avatar(i must be the only one who still hasn't watched it),princess and the frog,Alice in Wonderland,and last but not least "keda reda" hehehe

anyway we had so much fun,i'm so glad she's back,coz the whole time she was away i only went once and it just wasn't this fun

luv u toto :*

Sunday, March 21, 2010

guess what...it is!


waiting is not so bad though,especially when what you get is worth it.

i decided to stop rushing things and just wait, i don't know how,but i'll leave it to god's genius plan to put me in the right place.

i may not know for sure what i'm waiting for,but when i find it it'll just hit me

and i'll know :)
here's the soundtrack of one of my favorite movies UP,enjoy
Saturday, March 20, 2010

you know when you wait and wait for something you want so bad, and then one of two scenarios happens:
1-you get it..and that's it..you got it..past tense,and it doesn't matter anymore,and you're not as happy as you thought you would be ..
2-you don't get it,and god!what a horrible feeling it is not to get it..

it's awfull anyway!

what's wrong ?0_o
Friday, March 19, 2010

because i know the hard time you're going through,i know this will help you,i know you know it but i would like to remind you...just read it,and knowing the person that you are i'm 100% sure that it will at least help a little bit..
remember everytime i told you to hold on to your plan and your ambition,it's about you not about anyone else,and it's time for you to decide who you are and what will it be like now.
i know you will choose right:)
don't forget to brush your teeth.

*Frustration: is a common emotional response to opposition. Related to anger and disappointment, it arises from the perceived resistance to the fulfillment of individual will.

*How to Get Rid of Frustration and Self-Pity :
1-One of the quickest ways to change how we react to a negative emotion is to change how you see it and then what you do about it.

2-To view frustration is as a chance for improving our problem-solving abilities. If we are frustrated, we need to find some other tools to solve the situation. Develop as many problem-solving tools as you can, because as a wise person once said, "If the only tool you have is a hammer, then everything begins to look like a nail."

3-Ask yourself: "Because what I am doing is obviously not solving the problem, what else can I do, find out, or learn to do that might solve it?"

4-The really nice thing about self-pity is if you can't get others to feel sorry for you, you can always feel sorry for yourself. The problem is when you throw a pity party, you are the only guest. Then you have a choice: Wallow in the mess or get out.

5-When you're caught in self-pity, you lose perspective. As author Richard Bach has written, "Perspective: Use it or lose it." To powerfully shift your perspective, consider author Stephen Glenn's definition of abundance: "In terms of the world population, you have abundance if, when you get up in the morning, you have a choice of what to eat, a choice of what to wear, a job to go to (or something to do) and a way to get there."
One way out of self-pity is to use your perspective and then do something with the abundance in front of you.


6-A worthwhile goal in life is to live so that if your life history is ever written, it would fall into the category to imitate




PS manqool be tasarrof :P




PSS also i recommend this book:


PSS:the pic above is just hillarious,couldn't resist posting it :P
Thursday, March 18, 2010
the sky...vanilla sky,that was in the morning,i was in a good mood,and there was the sky out side begging for a picture:)

i call this my ocean braclet,my bestest friend Toto got it for me from Granada!!i love it..

this is a beautiful almond tree near our house that my stupid mobile cam couldn't catch half its beauty...

this a is a line of ants on our faculty's wall,and then an ant is taking another path...i love her she's trying to be diffrent from the rest of the herd:)


when Toto came over the other day i made tea,i drank mine in 10 seconds while she hadn't touched hers lol...yeah i love tea

this is a bookmarker Toto got me from Sevillaaaaaaaa..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah sevilla la bella!!T_T


another bookmarker,this one rasha italiana gave to me,i just loved it..full of civilisation..a rich one^_^

this is when i was sitting by the cafeteria on the lawn yesterday..it was nice
Friday, March 12, 2010




this is just the weirdest friday ever


my mom and my big brother are out in an old woman's funeral,i think she's my mother's step grandmother..


anyway


some time ago,i heard wailing sort of sound from outside,i looked out the living room window and there was like 6-8 sheeps sticking their heads of our naighbours' guarden fence trying to get out somehow


and another group of sheeps(10-14) standing outside the fence wailing back and screaming and wandering around with worried sad sounds


it was so funny yet so sad!


the sheeps ran around inside the little guarden led by the biggest one of them,unaware that the guarden has an open entrance to the guarage which was widely open to the street and to their salvation!


instead they just dwelled here and there sticking their heads out of every hole they found


at last a sharp sheep realized what to do and ran to the guarage followed by the little anxious herd...


they all got out and appeared from the corner and the ones outside ran along to meet them in the middle


that was a relief! the wailing sounds stopped and they all ran togather leaving me laughing at the window and wondering where the heck their shepheard was...


i know i know you're thinking i'm going crazy..right


but hillariously there's a moral of the story!


seriously,sometimes you may think you are trapped while the exit is right infront of you,but you're just so worried you wouldn't get out and meet the others outside that you forget to look for the door..you lose hope,and miss all your chances.


don't lose hope,stay positive,think clearly...find the exit!

Thursday, March 11, 2010


Te enviare un ramo de besos que hice con mi corazon,
y en cielo dormiremos en nubes de algodon,
gritare a los cuatro vientos,
que eras tu la ilucion que llevaba dentro,
y veras como es posible nuestro amor.

Si los hombres han llegado hasta la luna,
si desde Sevilla puedo hablar con alguien que este en Nueva York,
si la medicina cura lo que antes era una muerte segura,
dime porque no es posible nuestro amor.

Si la bella con un beso convirtio a la bestia en un galan,
si las flores se marchitan y mas tarde vuelven a brotar,
si hay abuelos que se quieren,
y su amor es todo lo que tienen,
dime porque no lo vamos a intentar.

Te enviare un ramo de besos que hice con mi corazon,
y en cielo dormiremos entre nubes de algodon,
gritare a los cuatro vientos,
que eras tu la ilucion que llevaba dentro,
y veras como es posible nuestro amor.

Si hay poemas que se escriben con el alma,
y miradas que se empañan cuando suena una cancion,
si los ojos son sinceros,
cuando alguien te mira y se escapa un te quiero,
dime porque no es posible nuestro amor.

Si en la clara colaciones y en los rumores del habad,
si la gente ya se enciende y despues se vuelven apagar,
si amanece cada dia,
si hay momentos que valen toda una vida,
dime porque no lo vamos a intentar.

Te enviare un ramo de besos que hice con mi corazon,
y en cielo dormiremos entre nubes de algodon,
gritare a los cuatro vientos,
que eras tu la ilucion que llevaba dentro,
y veras como es posible nuestro amor.
Si los hombres han llegado hasta la luna,
si desde Sevilla puedo hablar con alguien que este en Nueva York,
si la medicina cura lo que antes era una muerte segura,
dime porque no es posible nuestro amor.

Si la bella con un beso convirtio a la bestia en un galan,
si las flores se marchitan y mas tarde vuelven a brotar,
si hay abuelos que se quieren,
y su amor es todo lo que tienen,
dime porque no lo vamos a intentar.

Te enviare un ramo de besos que hice con mi corazon,
y en cielo dormiremos en nubes de algodon,
gritare a los cuatro vientos,
que eras tu la ilucion que llevaba dentro,
y veras como es posible nuestro amor,
y veras como es posible nuestro amor,
y veras como es posible.......


:rgs:



why m i at home while it's a thursday and i still have clsses until 2 and we usually spend it hanging out


well,this morning i decided to have breakfast at the uni cafeteria ,i love their tea it's very sweet and hot just the way i like it..


so filled the tray with everything they had-i was mfjoo3a- and sat on the tble


and the moment i grbbed my tea rasha italiana who was right next to me moved her elbow right toward my tead and baaaaaaam


it was spelled all over me


u know in Tom&Jerry when tom gets burned or something and he doesn't scream or nything but just keeps running aroud like crzy people?


i was just like:omg omg omg i can't believe it is that hot?how the hell do i drink it everyday?


and i was just running around not knowing what to do


and then my pants were all wet and i started crying,and my friends thought i was crying because it hurts but i was really crying coz i was wondering how would i go home in wet pants LOOOL


fortunatly i had black jeans and it wasn't clear


i went to the clinic as my friends insisted


and the doc was like:set!


and i was all wet and upset..


and i said:i don't wanna!


so he started laughing at me and telling me that it was okey and gave me a cream...


and toto said it was my punishment for trying to cheat one her and have breakfast without her lol


but this is good


i wanna watch Fantastic Mr. Fox! :D

Wednesday, March 10, 2010
it's just too bad and too sad how much people consider money a very important cindition for happiness!

Saturday, March 6, 2010
checking my blog just now i've realized how gloomy and depressing it had become!
oh my god!this is not me at all believe me!
if you're visiting this page for the first time in your life i promise it is just a phase!:(

anyway..
i've been trying to keep myself busy,but i guess it was a wrong idea to read for books at once!LOL
first,Little Women,which i have to admit that i'm reading it because of my Novel 101 class..
i've read it once in the past but i guess i was too young to really absorve it
i like that Jo did not sattle for Laurie even though he was rich and everyone thought they're perfect for each other...she was looking for more and she got it.
it's a nice story and very deep...i'll come back with some quotes..


next is Howl's Moving Castle,which i didn't plan to read but recieved couple of days ago and started reading cause i just love fantacies like these
it's very intresting and has great imagination and ideas
i love Sophie she is soooo me!and even though i've watched the movie before it seems like the novel is completly something else!it's much deeper and more detailed.i wish i hadn't watched the movie...oh well!..


the third book is spanish poetry by a poet whose name i'd forgotten :d
but it's nice and light and full of good new vocab's

last but not least is omg omg omg
ثلاثية غرناطة لروضى عاشور
this book is too deep and too powerfull and i'm thinking i'd just leave it to read with all my heart,the woman who wrote it is really great and she's actually Tameem Bargouthy's mother!what a family ha?:)

so anyway i'm all over the place,but at least i'm enjoying it!
and i leave you with this amazing photo:


did you know a Phoenix is reborn out of its own ash????
Thursday, March 4, 2010

dear blog,
it has been a horrible day,turned out breaking down in public is not as fun as it seems in movies
it turned out that some people really care and worry about me
it turned out that i'm so lucky and glad that i have my sisters

i suddenly realized today..behind the language center gasping for air in a very frightning first-time-for-me panic attack..
i realized that it was all fake...

among all of that i'm just glad now that it wasn't too late

الحمدلله
Tuesday, March 2, 2010

my beautiful beloved Amman is the magic of this movie

Abu Raed is not a pilot,but he sure can fly,the whole movie i was waiting for the story to come out..and then i realized HE IS the story...the story of a HUMAN.

i can't say no more,you just have to watch it