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I long for freedom, and when I get it, I don't know what I'm going to do with it, but I will surely be happy.

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Thursday, January 31, 2013
Turned off the radio, nothing but the sound of rain drops and the windshield wipers going back and forth in front of me. I am diving into a dense cloud as if I was heading towards void.. absolute void..
Time doesn't mean anything in this no-place.. you can just stand there and watch the glittering mist all around you like you're living an incredibly vivid dream.
As I keep driving the fog fades away behind me, the ride into the shimmering haze ends as if it never was.

Was it a moment of death or life? I don't know..
Sunday, January 27, 2013
I simply loved it. 

Saturday, January 26, 2013
After two days of obsessively searching everywhere I have made peace with the fact that I lost my wedding ring.
I feel like I lost a part of me, and I never thought I would be so attached to "something".. my sisters have always been the kind that gets attached to clothes, mobiles, cars.. you know? they keep them forever and they never lose them or ruin them.. I, on the other hand, always break my phones, ruin my favorite clothes, never care for my poor car.. 

But THIS!! I am just devastated for :( I loved my ring so much and now I feel like my hand is so empty all the time :(

Please pray that I find it.. I know I lost it inside the house, but I just cannot find it :(
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
This girl is really talented

Tuesday, January 22, 2013
بكرا متل هلاْ بينتهي التصويت على الفنانين اللي حبيتوهن وعشتو مع هضامتن لأكتر من شهر , تصويتكن هو اللي حيخلي اللي بتحبون يكفو معنا رحلة الفساد في مجلس النواب واللي ما حالفن الحز يا بتنقزن المخابرات وبرجعو على مجلس الأعيان أو بغادرونا لأوروبا.
Sunday, January 13, 2013
Every time I go shopping for a dress for my engagement party I get in a fight with my mom and she yells at me and I end up so angry -_- and I hate trying on dresses it is so freakin' cold!! I hate this, and to think I had everything figured out and the party was supposed to be on 4th January, but my grandmother passed away and my suffering had to be lengthened.. Ughhhhhh... a new journey to hunt for a dress and new fights with my mom.. I hate this.. I hated picking a place to have the party.. I hate the thought that we'll be dancing with our mouths stuck in a silly smile for 3 hours and I hate all these stupid preparations for stupid things :(
Can's we just not throw a party and just live happily ever after? :( 
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Well the romantic answer would be passion of course, but this is not a movie, this is real life, you can't just say I don't need money and I just wanna be at a job I like, money is good, money is great! I don't know about others but it can totally buy my a whole lot of happiness

I know I didn't get the job yet, and there is a good chance that I don't! but a part of me just wishes I don't get it because I don't wanna make that choice. I love my field so much, it taught me in 10 months more than I ever learned in 4 years at university, my boss is fantastic, and I'm just... comfortable..
I don't know, maybe I won't get it so why am I thinking about it now anyway..
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Well I went to see The Hobbit yesterday, and in a a nutshell.. if you love Lord of the Rings you're gonna love this one. Great story, incredible effects, and basically same level of awesomeness as LOTR. The songs at the beginning were a pleasant surprise, and the movie is pretty funny too, I love that I already know and like the characters and throughout the movie I go "oooh, so that's why that happened in LOTR" and stuff like that.. I definitely recommend it.