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I long for freedom, and when I get it, I don't know what I'm going to do with it, but I will surely be happy.

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Monday, September 21, 2015
Needless to say, the last couple of years were most miserable for me professionally, and while all that misery taught me so much more than the joy I had when I worked at jobs I actually liked, I still could not take it any longer, and I resigned last Sunday, because I am just too tired

This post is to remind myself why I resigned without really having a backup plan: I'm always feeling dumb, always hating what I do, always feeling like I want to be some place else, always feel guilty for getting everything wrong, always feel worthless because I firmly believe anyone on this planet can do this job better than I do it, I am constantly belittled and told off.. I lost my self-confidence and I am just sad

Now that I am applying to some companies to work as a freelance translator, I am immediately noticing how my confidence is surging again now that I am appreciated for the things I am good at

I am just so relieved to leave that poisonous environment, I am so glad I finally did it.. tomorrow is my last day and I am not gonna miss a thing.. just look at that shit-hole..